I almost faked sick this morning, because I realised it was a Day 1, and I don't care for Day 1's. Oh well.
Ancient Civs was fun today. For the first half we debated gay marriage. Now, what does that have to do with ancient civilizations? ...I have no freakin' clue. I don't even remember how we got on the subject. Then we watched the old Robin Hood movie for the second half of the class. I don't know if we'll be watching more of it tomorrow, but I hope we do. I've seen it before, and I really liked it, so it'd be a nice break.
I had Math next, but my guidance councillor made an appointment 30 minutes into the class. I managed to get out only 20 minutes into it without Mr.Marchilldon realising it. I went down to the E-wing (the main office and the guidance office are at the end of it), and just before I turned to go into guidance, I noticed Jadey was sitting by the desks by the main office doors. Which only means she had an in-school suspension. I walked up to her, seeing as I had 10 minutes to shit around with anyways, and asked her whats up. Apparently Ms.Coleman was being stupid. Whatever. We talked for a bit about some "stories" (we both had reasonably noticable hickies on our necks, and were just like "Oh, that's beautiful!").
She told me something that happened last night I believe, and she said it was the scariest thing that ever happened to her. Well, I had a story to beat that... So I shared. It was months and months ago, actually, quite possibly a year. Steven and I were in his basement, y'know... Anyways! The phone rings and we didn't really care, but then his step-dad calls down the stairs and says it's for him. He called up that he "couldn't find the phone", and that he'd talk to them later. But his step-dad didn't hear the second part, and came down the stairs to help him [i]find [/i]the phone. We were in a seperate room in the basement, but it didn't have a door, so Steven runs out of the little room in only his boxers, and I had to cover myself with the blanket. Aw man, it was a mess.
Good story, no? XD
I think Jack (his step-dad) was the only adult who knew 100% that we were having sex. Everyone else was just iffy on the idea.
So after having our little chat, I had to go to my appointment. I'm going to Pius for gr.12 English (reach ahead). ...Pius is under the Catholic school board. Me? In a Catholic school for the summer? What? LOL! The only reason I chose Pius over SRB was because it's AIR CONDITIONED!!! Summer school won't be as bad as I thought... Hehehe... XP
I tried to go talk to Jade again after my appointment (hey, there was no way I was going to go back to class after!), but some teacher shooed me away. I only had a little bit of class time left, so I went upstairs to the hall where my next class would be (English, ironically), and I stared out the window at the end of the hall. It looked out towards the upper-art room, and the trees were actually quite beautiful against the brick wall of the school. I wanted to take out my camera and capture the moment, it was that pretty. I just kept thinking "Now, why doesn't the rest of the school look this nice?" And I realised, it's because that area is untouched by the students.
The bell rang, and I had to go to English. We were going over the "big" end-of-year project she's making us do. It's really gay, and it'll be very easy - a total waste of time that I'm going to be forced to do either way. Urgh.
Oh shit, I do not recall what happened at lunch today... Well, the second half I do. I went outside to hang with Jade, Gavin, Adam and some girl I don't know. I was trying to get an empty chip bag into my empty can of lemonade, and I was just like "Go in, goddamnit!" And I looked up to see everyone just staring at me and Jade just said, "Wow, that came out wrong." Then I added, "Hm... I haven't said that in a while." And she burst out laughing.
A little later on, Jade and I were comparing hickies. Hers is spread out more, but hardly noticable; while mine is small and in a line-ish shape, but deep purple and red. Hers is from Adam sucking on her neck last night, and mine is from Grant biting a couple days ago... I just said "It hurts like a mother fucker, but it was [i]sooo[/i] worth it." And Adam's eyes widened and he just yelled out "There are some things you [i]don't need to know[/i]!" I kinda forgot that he was there until he made that comment... LOL!
It had been dark and gloomy-looking all day. This morning at about 5am it was storming out horribly; thunder, lighting, pouring rain (I just wish I was awake enough to run outside in it). Well, the storm cloud blew over our school and it started to rain bullets. I didn't move - I [i]love[/i] the rain! I actually continued to stand in it after the bell rang. I was completely drenched.
I found Steven in the basement, and we both went in search of our (Careers) class. We didn't know where we'd be, so we tried looking in the basement computer lab. Nope. So we went to the library. We met up with a handful of girls from our class, and they said they just checked the classroom and they weren't there, either. We went back to check the classroom a second time, and we saw a note on the door telling us to go to the basement (where we first were). A few of us (including me) wanted to act like we never saw the sign and just skip, claiming we didn't know where to go, and everyone else wanted to go to class. Since it would look odd if only one person couldn't find the class, we all had to go. Blarg.
I finished up my character's resume and printed it off. It looks all professional-like, so I was proud. Urg, I hate that class. I better pass or I'll be [i]so[/i] pissed! I was bored, and I wanted to tell Steven that I was gonna be going to Pius for summer school (I knew he'd find it funny), but he was too far for me to talk to - so I emailed him, and just called to him to check his email. lol! He replied, and then I replied again, but then class ended. Ah well, it was fun while it lasted.
Today in Drama, Carl and Geoff actually cooperated with me! We did two good, full run-throughs, and we worked on blocking and got the set all put together! Mr.Mo even commented on how well we were working! Omg, we got so much done - all because I threw a fit yesterday! *dances*. If I hadn't have done that, they would have never snapped back into reality and realised "Hey, maybe she's right...". We're still stumbling on some of the lines, but we're doing soooo much better now. We'll for sure be ready to present on Tuesday.
Shit, Tuesday - I have to wear a skirt for my character! Gaah! I am so anti-girl it's not even funny, and I'm wearing a skirt? *faints*
So after we ran through it a couple times, we decided to do nothing for the rest of the period. Well, Carl did, anyways. I kind of took Geoff off to the side and questioned him about the Mal situation. I didn't get any information out of him - turns out he's just as confused as Mal is. The only problem is that the fate of their entire relationship is in his hands, and he doesn't know what to do. Mal's heart is bleeding because he just doesn't seem to want to make up his mind. He can't just hold her on a leash like he is - it's hurting her too much. He's holding her close enough that she can't leave him, but far enough away that she can't be with him. It's not a nice situation for her, and I just want to help her either get close with him again, or break away. She told me that she'd rather know for sure that it was over than to be left wondering, because the question is starting to drive her insane. I can understand all too well, even if I can't relate to the situation specifically, I can still imagine how it must feel. It's not fun.
I developed my film today in Photography class. It took nearly forever for me to get my film onto the damn reel, because there was a little notch in the film that was preventing it from going on striaght, so that was a bit of a piss-off. I tried it the other way around and it worked. *phew*. Developed it, blah blah blah. I had to wait 10 minutes after class was over so it would be done in the wash so I could look at the film and see how my pictures turned out. Omg. [i]Soooooo[/i] cute! This is going to be an awesome project!
[b]THANK YOU, MAL AND BECKY!!![/b]
Came home, and have been on the computer ever since, practically. Omg, it took me a while, but I finally dried off from being completely soaked by the rain, and my hair got [i]soooo[/i] curly / wavy. I actually like it when it's like this (minus the friz), so I haven't touched it since. lol!
I've been in this sort of "Eh, I don't care" kind of mood all day. Well, okay, not so much "I don't care" but more of a neutral sort of feeling. Like, if a friend is upset, I'll feel sympathy for them, but not get over emotional; and if a friend is happy about something, I'll be happy with them, but it won't get to my head like it usually does. Wow, is this how a "normal" teenager acts? Like, when someone says "I want to be a normal teenager", is this what they're describing? Because, if so, it's boring as hell. I'd much rather have my usual manic-depressive rollercoaster of emotions than this - because then at least I feel strong ups, instead of just "eh". It makes my life much more interesting that way.
I have a bit of a headache, so I'm going to stop writing now, and maybe take a nap. *shrugs*
posted by: Juicebox (reply)
post date: 05.18.04 (5:37 pm)
omg, im going to pius for reach ahead too! cept mines world issues:P
<3
Reply to: Juicebox
hehe - score. that means i can bug you before / after class. XD
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Name: Sarah
DOB: Dec.01,'87 (16)
Location: Ottawa, ON
Likes: music, The Simpsons, That 70's Show, Stephen King, Tim Burton, horror movies, comedy, playing video / computer games, Monty Python, mexican food, iced tea, drawing, shopping, hanging out, swimming (alone), photography, acting, driving, and my friends and family ^^
Dislikes: assholes, whores, rap, musicals, when things break, liars, people who judge others before they get to know them, killing animals for food, working too hard... (thats all I can think of right now)
