My sister was really bitchy this morning, so I laughed and poked fun at her a lot. She didn't like that much, but it only made it funnier.
Anyways...
Roxanne and Ryan did their project on the Incas today in Ancient Civs. *shrugs* that was... eh. I was about as excited as I can be while learning. And English was just boring. Actually, Parenting was, too. I just talked to Steven about whatever while we watched Josh turn his belt into a wrist band.
I kind of drifted today at lunch, talking with random people about whatever. Erica mentioned that she'd be doing a photo-shoot after school today for her project, and her models were going to be Chris and Mal. I was just like "Okay, whatever. ...Wait, [i]Mal[/i]?" I told her that I would not use the same model as her, and if Mal did hers, I'd have to get a new one. I was pissed, but I was able to keep it in. Erica didn't seem to care.
I talked to Mal a little while after, and she said that since she promised me first, she'd bail out of Erica's. Well, now it was [i]her[/i] turn to get pissed off. She threw a silent fit at first, and would bitch about me behind my back (she was doing it quite loudly, so it wasn't hard to hear her).
Drama was right after lunch, and we had a supply teacher because Mr.Mo was out on a field trip or something. Greg and Chris joined our class. At one point, Kelsey lay on the ground, and I lay with my head on her back (she was lying on her stomach), then Greg came and lay his head on my stomach and we just talked for about 15 minutes. Afterwards we spread and talked with different groups, and I hung out with Kayla, Chris, Andrea and Eric.
Class ended, and I had Photography. Greg and I walked into the class - oh, ya, I promised him I'd go to his Drama class, which he had last that day, so we had the entire afternoon together! lol! So anyways, we walk in, and Erica follows shortly after. She just starts screaming at me because I wouldn't "let" her use Mal in her pictures.
I didn't raise my voice once to her, I kind of gave her the "whatever" reaction, to make her think like I didn't care about how she felt, because I honestly didn't; but I was hiding the fact that I was just as equally pissed at her for trying to use the same model as me. And, she kept fighting with me, even after Mal said she wouldn't do her pictures. What's the point of bitching at me if Mal [i]chose[/i] not to do hers? I didn't tell Mal to choose mine over hers, I just explained the situation and [i]she[/i] said she'd do mine.
Staci came to school just for that one class today, so she and Ryan dragged me away from Erica and into the dark room to help Staci with her solarizing picture. Sasha and Keegan were in the dark room again, this time with Katie, Tara and Ceilia. They were still holding the same outline of conversation topics as they were yesterday. Very entertaining.
They were sitting in a circle in chairs in the middle of the dark room, and Katie mentioned how we were just off to the side, and she felt that we might think that the topic was too "vulgar" for us. Keegan just laughed and said "It's just Sarah, Ryan and Staci! There as good as in the group! If there were a few more chairs, they'd be sitting right here with us!" I didn't know if he was just joking, or if he was serious - I'm actually leaning towards thinking he was serious, because we [i]were[/i] talking yesterday. I just kind of assume off the bat that it was a joke, because, well...
Because of what Sasha did in grade 9. He was in the band, and he played 3rd clarinet, just like me. So, naturally, he sat beside me. He would bug me constantly, hitting on me, asking me out, commenting - he never said anything negative to me, but he didn't have to. I knew he was just doing it all as a joke. That's one of the reasons my self esteem was so low. It's also the reason why I assume everyone's joking when they hit on me like he was (That doesn't include my friends, I know that's all a joke because... well... they're my friends! We always do that sort of shit!). So, talking to him now, two years later, and being "included" in their little conversations about incredibly personal subject matter doesn't strike me as serious.
On their way out Sasha asked me if I enjoied listening to their conversation, and I just laughed and said "Very much so!", because it's true. I wanted to jump in and tell some stories of my own, but I think I would have emotionally scarred Ryan for life. Also, I don't like Ceilia [i]at all[/i]. I'm sure they'll be talking again tomorrow, and hopefully the girls won't be in the dark room so I'll be able to add comments here and there.
(I feel uncomfortable talking to girls I'm not close with about that sort of thing, but I don't care when it comes to guys I'm not close with. With them my life is an open book. I don't know why for sure it differs between the two - I'm just more comfortable around guys than girls.).
So, as planned, I went to Greg's Drama class. Kelsey is the peer-mentor, so she was there too. It was mainly her and I hanging out for the first 20 minutes or so, then she decided to let the grade 10's play games. Greg came and sat with me. Actually, he came to where I was, and made me sit on his lap to prove to me that he could support my weight. So ya, I watched the gr.10's play games while sort of half-sitting on Greg's lap (I moved slightly so I wasn't crushing him). XD lol!
After school, Geoff decided to wait with me for Grant. Mal, Erica, Katie, Chris, Kayla and Greg all decided to wait for Andrew to get home from his field trip, and they waited with us, as we waited with them. lol! Hanging out with everyone in a group like that again was fun ('cept for Erica... I could have done without her).
Grant got to the school an hour late - but he had a good reason. Ben, his brother, took his car without telling him, so he had to get his dad to bring home another one for him (his dad owns a dealership). Whatever, it didn't matter - just so long as he eventually got there safely. That was the main thing, actually - I was kind of worried he had got himself stuck in another ditch or something. lol!
We rented two movies; Johnny English and... Oh geez I can't remember the other one. Once Upon a Time in Mexico is the sequal to it... Bah. Oh well. Whatever. I hadn't seen the second one, and he hadn't seen Johnny English, mainly because he heard bad things about it.
Omg, who can say bad things about that movie??? It's fucking awesome - I saw it in the theatres in BC, and since then I've seen it like, 3 or 4 more times on DVD. It's awesome! I love it. When / if I ever have enough money, I plan on buying it! As for the second one... Meep. So bloody. I would laugh whenever someone died, but cringe when someone would get hurt and live. It's the whole pain factor - because you know the character is in pain when he gets hurt - but if he dies, then it's all good. Y'know? ...Ya, I'm messed up.
Tomorrow, as I've already mentioned, we're all going to see a movie. Grant will be meeting Steven for the first time. I asked him, to make sure, if he'd be alright with that. He doesn't have a problem. Then he asked if Steven would, and I just laughed and replied "He shouldn't!". Then he and I were joking that I should tell Steven tomorrow before he meets Grant that he's a football player. Technically, he was, apparently - in grade 9. He was benched the entire season, but he was still a football player! lol! He's just a little guy, too; Steven could take him easilly. I'm not impying that there'd be a fight or anything, we were just joking.
I just don't want Grant sitting there, looking at Steven and thinking "That's the guy my girlfriend fucked.". I mentioned that to Becky, because she's going to be there tomorrow (well, I would have told her anyways, but I just thought I'd mention that too) and she just said: "[i]I think Grant's too easy going, and cares about you too much to be like that[/i]." (exact quote). It was only then that I realised that she's probably right. He says that he doesn't care, and I believe him, but I still can't help but worry sometimes anyways. It's what I do. I worry way too much.
...Scratch all that, Becky just informed me that Steven's not going after all. *phew*
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Random quiz-like thing I stole from Mal's LJ:
Rules: On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favorite verse / line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. Then have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.
1. "All of my hate cannot be found / I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming / So you can try to tear me down / Beat me to the ground / I will see you screaming" 2. "once again your eyes make it hard to ask you why / So I sit here knuckles tight / Hands against the wheel / Your head against the glass and you mean so much to me / To me / To me" 3. "This day never seems to end / This pain, never / This day never seems to end / The rage, I can not let go" 4. "Touch your lips just so I know / In your eyes, love, it glows so / I'm bare-boned and crazy... for you" 5. "Skin against skin blood and bone / You're all by yourself but you're not alone / You wanted in now you're here / Driven by hate consumed by fear" 6. "I saw that pregnant girl today / She didn't know that it was dead inside / Even though it was alive / Some of us are really born to die" 7. "She paints her nails and she don't know / He's got her best friend on the phone / She'll wash her hair / His dirty clothes are all he gives to her / And he's got posters on the wall / Of all the girls he wished she was / And he's everything to her" 8. "Felt that I belonged / And now I feel that gone / Where it all went wrong / I traced it all along / Back here again" 9. "He is the lamb, she is the slaughter / She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her / Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect / He whispers that he loves her / But she's probably only looking for..." 10. "Everyone complains about you / They don't even know what I've been through / I don't have the pain to doubt you / I just wanna throw you to the crowd" 11. "Fumbling his confidence / And wondering why the world has passed him by / Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments / And failed attempts to fly, fly" 12. "Time does tell / That even if they say so / She'd be the one that would know / That I did do what I've done / And I, I wouldn't call it cheating / I'd just say I was leading her on / Why walk while I run a-way" 13. "Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name / Nobody came / Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave / No one was saved" 14. "I turn off the lights / So you can't see my eyes / My fingers are crossed / While I promise the world to you / And I feel like I'm walking on air / Believing a lie when I thought that you cared" 15. "Everyday is a new day / I’m thankful for every breath I take / I won’t take it for granted / So I learn from my mistakes" 16. "How many times have you been pushed around? / Was anybody there? / Does anybody care? / How many time have your friends let you down? / Was anybody there? / Did anybody stare?" 17. "And I give it all away / Just to have somewhere to go to / Give it all away / To have someone to come home to" 18. "I think the chain broke away / And I felt it the day that I had my own time / I took advantage of myself and felt fine / But it was worth the night / I caught an early flight and I made it home" 19. "In the instant that you love someone / In the second that the hammer hits / Reality runs up your spine / And the pieces finally fit" 20. "The first little piggy, his house is made of wood / He lives in a chicken turkey piggy neighborhood / He likes to fuck his sister, and drink his moonshine / A typical redneck filthy fuckin' swine"
About Me:
Name: Sarah
DOB: Dec.01,'87 (16)
Location: Ottawa, ON
Likes: music, The Simpsons, That 70's Show, Stephen King, Tim Burton, horror movies, comedy, playing video / computer games, Monty Python, mexican food, iced tea, drawing, shopping, hanging out, swimming (alone), photography, acting, driving, and my friends and family ^^
Dislikes: assholes, whores, rap, musicals, when things break, liars, people who judge others before they get to know them, killing animals for food, working too hard... (thats all I can think of right now)
