I don't remember what we talked about in Ancient Civs, and I fell asleep in Math. English was dull, we just translated quotes from Macbeth.
Lunch was not fun at all, because I was depressed for no real reason. I just kind of felt left out. Everyone in the basement formed a circle, and they just so happened to cut it off at me, so I wasn't involved. Then no one even seemed to notice that I was there, because no one said a word to me. And when Kim was handing out food, she didn't even look in my direction, and ya, I was actually hungry, so I would have taken it too. Oy... Whatever. It's not a fun feeling to have, thinking your friends don't care that you exist.
I just wished that Mal or Jade had come down to say hi for at least 5 minutes, so I'd have [i]someone[/i] to talk to. Well, actually, Greg came down and he passed everyone and sat across from me and asked what was up. At least I know that I'm cared about at least a [i]little[/i] bit.
Careers after lunch. Blarg. Actually, Staci came today! So I was very happy! I haven't seen her in about two weeks, and I was wondering where she dissapeared to. Apparently she had a mental break-down, which is really sad. She doesn't need that. I read some of her poems, and they were so depressing! But hey, that's what most teenage poetry is, right? We just talked about what's been going on with people in the past little while. It was good to get updated, and to update her.
Drama. We practiced our lines more, and blah blah blah. Oh ya, yesterday Mal told me (at the Insight show) that Chris and Kayla were now "official". My first thought was "Holy fucking soap opera!" First he loves Mandy, then he loves Kayla, then he loves Mandy again, then he doesn't love either and he just wants Mandy as a fuck-buddy, and now *poof* he and Kayla are together??? *shrugs* Whatever, not my business. I'm just happy for Kayla - Chris is a good guy. (I just remembered that because I asked Kayla if what I heard about them was true in Drama class).
Last period of the day was Photography. I helped Staci with her double-exposure picture, since she still had to do it. We hung out in the dark room and listened to the "interesting" conversations that Sasha and Keegan were having. They were first talking about prostitutes, then whether or not a lot of anal-sex would stretch out the muscles in your ass hole, then about certain areas in the town that are not friendly places, and finally, about druggies. That's when Staci and I jumped into the conversation because it was so plainly obvious we were listening to them and we may as well join. That was fun.
It was so funny, Sasha was talking to Keegan about prostitutes and slutty girls, and whenever he would reply he would be looking at me. Sasha was just like "Why do you keep looking at Sarah when you're talking about prostitutes???" Then Keegan was like "No no no! She's staring off into space, and she's been looking at that one spot for the past 5 minutes - I'm just wondering what the hell she's doing!" Ya, I was off in my own little world, I didn't even realise he was staring at me until he pointed it out! Good times.
Caught a bus home because I didn't feel like walking in my sandals (that would hurt after a while), and now I'm here. The end!
About Me:
Name: Sarah
DOB: Dec.01,'87 (16)
Location: Ottawa, ON
Likes: music, The Simpsons, That 70's Show, Stephen King, Tim Burton, horror movies, comedy, playing video / computer games, Monty Python, mexican food, iced tea, drawing, shopping, hanging out, swimming (alone), photography, acting, driving, and my friends and family ^^
Dislikes: assholes, whores, rap, musicals, when things break, liars, people who judge others before they get to know them, killing animals for food, working too hard... (thats all I can think of right now)
